Title: Love Scene (Ooh Baby)
Chapter: 1/1
Author: afterall89
Pairing: Poynter/Judd
Rating: NC-17
Summery: it's pudd smut, need anything else?
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own.

( next time you wanna do this, bring lube and condoms... )

Title: Always Something to Hope For
Chapter: 1/1
Author: afterall89
Pairing: Poynter/Jones
Rating: PG-13
Summery: There's always something to hope for.
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own.

( i don't know what to say... )

i think it's a combination of both. this question is rather complexly worded whenever it boils down to such a simply thing. nature vs. nurture. are your moods controlled by your brain (nature) or your environment (nature)? and like i said i believe it's a combination of both. the chemicals that control or cause moods are released at points in your daily life because of your environment. they're not solely caused by one or the other (unless you have a chemical imbalance ie. depression.)

i just can't get over the wording of this though, it's stupid, to be blunt. like it's purposely worded to confuse people and make them look stupid.

Title: ...Of Fallen Leaves, Jack-o-Lanterns and Sex
Chapter: 1/1
Author: afterall89
Pairing: Poynter/Judd
Rating: NC-17
Summery: “The pumpkin isn't watching,” Dougie said, following Harry towards his bedroom.
Disclaimer: Don't know, don't own.

( you really should get your boyfriend on some medication... )

"Forgive, sounds good. Forget, I'm not sure I could." - Not Ready to Make Nice (Dixie Chicks)

I can forgive people, and i usually do, it's just i never forget what they've done to me. and i stand my ground in a fight and i'm not the first to give in. i'm willing to apologize if it's my fault by i have to know the other person is willing to forgive or say their sorry too. it takes more than one person to fight and the other party usually has something to apologize for as well. i'm not a very trusting person, forget walls i built a fortress, and it takes a long time for me to let someone in and for them to earn my trust. stupid little fights where hurtful things are said will usually make me push that person away again and it takes a while before i start letting them in again, if ever.

i refer to my dad as a racist, homophobic, bigot. he only really likes straight, white, americans and takes every chance he can to insult other races. in that respect i hate him, i don't mean strong dislike i mean i hate that part of him. whenever he says something i'll just usually roll my eyes and ignore him and he gets the point, most of the time, and shuts up. i'm gay and he refers to it a lifestyle choice, which i believe is somewhat insulting. it's not a choice, if it was don't you think i would chose the easier road? the rest of my family is basically the same way, along with the majority of people around here. it's horribly sad in all honesty.

my friends are racist, they've admitted it. though they don't seem to have a problem with gay people. though T has asked me multiple times what the difference between fucking a girl or a guy in the dark would be. it's not about that. i'm not attracted to women. end of story. she kept asking me that for like 3 years, randomly. until i asked one day 'do you not accept me being gay?' and she promptly shut up and hasn't mentioned it since.

i just don't get it, at all. why some people have such an intense hatred for other people, certain groups. we're all human so in my mind whenever you hate/dislike others you hate yourself. you can't control your nationality, your skin color or who you're attracted to or will fall in love with. people need to realize just because you hate certain groups they're not going to go away, hide who they are or try to change to fit your standards.

i would have to very strongly disagree with that. i have many reason, the main one being that i don't think anyone should be forced to do something that they do want to do. forcing someone into the armed service is taking away their free will to chose if they want to do that or not. also it may very well go against what they personally believe. in short, in my opinion, it's an idiotic and barbaric policy. no one should be forced to learn how to kill or harm other people.